blerg

that's how i feel today. blerg. i don't even know what that means.

last night jenn and i headed out to livermore to have dinner and drinks with our friend heather and a bunch of our other friends and her friends and her mom. we stayed out way too late because my friend riki showed up and i wasn't really expecting her to, so jenn and i stayed to hang out with her. then there was denny's at 1am, then we finally came home. i think i finally got to sleep at around 3, but i woke up every half hour until i finally got up at 8am - almost an hour earlier than i needed to get up. i didn't bother going back to bed because i knew that once i got up and peed that i wouldn't be able to go back to sleep anyway. i ended up down in the office 45 minutes early, too. i didn't see the point in hanging out in the living room with the tv down low so i didn't wake up jenn or delving back into twilight because the chapters are too long...plus i would have gotten totally sucked back in and not want to come downstairs to open up. lol.

i feel like crap, though. i mean, i probably slept a total of 3 hours and i had too much to drink and too many cigarettes last night. ugh. the thought of smoking right now makes me want to hurl. my throat is raw. i really need to quit, so why not now? lol. ha! i say that now, but i'll be smoking again this afternoon.

oh...and toaster strudels taste like crap after a night of drinking.